Enough is Enough!

Alright, it's time to crack the whip.  I need to get back into my healthy routine.  I am scared to step on the scale tomorrow, yes, scared.  I am trying to be super good today but I don't think that 1 day of great eating vs. 6 days of mediocre to awful eating is going to make up for lost time.  I guess we'll know for sure tomorrow huh?

So what am I going to do about my predicament?  Well I have a few ideas.  I mean I know in my mind exactly what I need to do and in theory that should be enough, but my willpower just isn't quite there yet!

For my birhday I asked for a kitchen scale.  It's great to cook at home because it's usually healthier but if you overeat then what have you saved yourself?  Some, but not much!  I am ordering this scale from Amazon today (my mom is actually BUYING it for me for my birthday, but I am ordering it).  I know chicken breasts in the store are huge in comparison to what a serving size is.  Literally I can buy a 4.5 lb. pack of chicken and there will be 6 breasts in there making each breast about 12 oz., I should barely be eating half that for a serving of chicken.  I think having the scale will help me not only use portion control but also save money!  Win, win, right?

As far as Mini Goal Monday last week, blech!  I didn't workout Wednesday (had a legit excuse), Saturday or Sunday.  Saturday was my 25 lb. weight loss goal achieved reward, so that's sort of legit.  And Sunday, well Sunday I thought Aaron would be giving me a foot massage for my birthday so I went to bed early.  No foot massage was received and therefore I should have just worked out, bust!  I think I will keep the same goal this week and see if I can be MORE successful.     

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Mini Goal Workout Style #1

Last night I kept my word and worked out for 30 minutes.  I did my EA Sports Active and burned 236 calories.  It is almost 9:00 pm and I still have yet to decide what I am going to do tonight.  I feel like work today was a workout itself.  We are still down by 2 people (out of 4) and so I felt like I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off.  Unfortunately I didn't break a sweat, or I may have counted it... or not!

It's getting late, I gotta get my workout in, I'll post tomorrow what I decided to do.  If anyone would like to get me an eliptical or treadmill for my birthday my address to send it to is... oh.. guess I shouldn't post that here!  Not even going to bring up the fact that I have no where to put it, maybe I can get a Jetson's style one that just folds up into NOTHING.  I think I'm becoming delirious!
G'Night!

The Verdict - Week 20

Why jump around it and blah blah blah about nothing.  It's a gain!  I knew it would be, I'm not even upset about it.  I mean I'm mad at myself for the choices I made, so maybe I am upset with myself but I am not surprised by what Mr. Scale said this morning.  228.2 lbs. this morning.  That is a gain of 1.4 lbs. 

Do I punish myself and skip Simply Fondue?  I don't think so.  I worked hard to lose that initial 25 lbs., and have waited to celebrate it for awhile.  I also think birthdays are something to celebrate so since both are happening on the same weekend to skip it would only make me more upset. 

But Sunday, Superbowl Sunday, I will not skip the party but I will have WILL power.  I am going to do something that I always end up getting pissed off about.  I am going to ask Aaron to be my willpower for me.  To question me just as I am about to pop that cookie in my mouth.  To ask if it's really worth it.  Usually when this happens I get annoyed at him for following through and since it will be my actual birthday there is potential for this to happen again, but I'm going to try not too.

I am going to look for some low calorie appetizers to bring along with my truffle brownies.  I may eat just one of those because they are so good, but that's it.  Just one, a small one at that!

I am going to workout hard this week and hope that there is a slight possible chance of a loss next week but as long as there is not a gain I will be ok!

Mini Goal Monday

Alright let's get down to business this week.  First let me say that this past week has been rough.  Not life-wise but my choices wise.  I have made so many bad ones, it's ridiculous.  If you don't believe me come back tomorrow and when you see my weigh in, you'll believe me for sure! 

It's not surprising that I will have a gain tomorrow.  When you eat bad and don't exercise crazy stuff like gaining weight happens.  It's pure science I tell ya!

So this weekend I have BIG plans.  We are going to Simply Fondue for dinner on Saturday to celebrate not only my birthday but also my 25 lb. weight loss.  Then we have a Superbowl party on Sunday and since the Superbowl is the second biggest day for eating in America, after Thanksgiving, I'm thinking the weekend is going to be fun and food filled.  Because of these big plans if I don't want two weeks of gains in a row I better work my tail feather off earlier this week...

So my Mini Goal Monday is to workout EVERY day this week for at least 30 minutes.  I'm even going to make myself post what I do each day so that way I am more accountable.  This seemed to work well for the food journal so I'm hoping an exercise journal will be similar!

Come back tomorrow to yell at me for my horrible week, no seriously.. do!  I need that motivation!

The Verdict - Week 19

We are home, we are home, we are home!  I am HAPPY about that!  I will update my family blog soon with the details on Parker, but the road to recovery is what we are on, praise God!  I will also think about a goal this week as I obviously did not post Mini Goal Monday yesterday.  Suggestions??

Last week food journaling worked really well for me.  I was planning on having one of my best weeks yet and although it's still a good one, the minor hospital stay may or may not have caused me to have a late night picnic of junkish food once Parker was out for the night on Sunday and then I may have possibly eaten ten pieces of chocolate for breakfast Monday morning.  Yeah, it wasn't my finest moment.  It might have been ok but I knew all week that Saturday Aaron and I had a date night planned so I indulged on a hamburger Saturday night also.  I figured Sunday and Monday I'd eat healthy and the one bad meal would not effect me too much.  I guess not being able to foresee the future I was wrong. 

But I am happy to report that Mr. Scale did not punish me too badly for my choices and my hardwork the rest of the week has paid off.  He said, 226.8.  That's right, I'm out of the 230's and down 3.2 lbs.  It was a good week weight loss wise.

I think I am also lucky this week.  I very much lacked the exercise area of my regimen this week.  I think it was lack of motivation and the fact that the band on my EA Sports Active broke.  I need to pick up a new band at Target asap!  Hopefully I can get my motivation back and continue to have successful weeks!

Still Here

Sorry no food journal updates. I am unfortunately to preoccupied to eat or at least blog what I eat. We took Parker to the ER yesterday for a high fever and he wasn't eating much. They decided to admit him. Long story short he was dehydrated, has slight bronchiolitis, double ear infections and until late last night we were unable to get his fever down. He is sleeping on Aaron as I type and drank 5 oz. of milk just a while ago. Hopefully this means we are on the up and up and can go home later today.

When it gets less crazy I will be back with a couple updates.